For the last 23 and a half years (well almost a half year.) I have called California my home. And in 2 weeks I will be off on a journey of proportions that scare me beyond words. I am moving. And not to a different area in San Diego, but to a different state, and one that isn't on this coast. I am moving To North Carolina. Completely across the country from here... I think I will die.
Okay realistically I will not die. But it will be strange and different.
It's crazy how this came to be. I had visited my family (For the first time ever) in June and was out there for about 2 weeks. During that time I had a lot of fun and it felt like I had come home. I had even toyed with the idea of moving out there in a few years once my schooling was done. I had no idea that this idea of possibly moving out there could be come reality so quickly.
My landlord is selling the house my family has been living in for the past 20 years so its not a really happy reason to move. There are other contributing factors (like not being able to find the same price of rent for a similar house) so its been a tad stressful. And by a tad I mean my grey hairs are showing even more then normal. ;)
So I am moving across country in 2 weeks. Its insane to think about, but when I think of how in ways I have been lead to this move, it blows my mind.
I truly believe that heavenly father is leading me there for some reason that I can't comprehend. And even though I am losing a lot, I know it has to be for the better. Plus I am not stuck giving a talk at church... so that rocks.
Plus on the flip side I am miserable and lonely.. at least disneyworld is only an 8 hour drive... gosh I'm going to miss Disneyland...
-Cambria
