Fire Season

I suppose I am odd because of my love for fire season. It is honestly like the only time there is actual things going on that matter. (unless you count shootings, those have always been high on my list, as long as people don't get killed) Anywho.. So first fire of the season in Santee. Which is not too far from me. Just down the freeway a bit. Thankfully it was on the far side of Santee, because I am not quite prepared to go in full on Fire Season mode. I still have time to go volunteer and help someone clean up their brush. Which I suprisingly enough enjoy doing, even though it is considered yard work.
Apparently someone did get hurt in the Santee fire. Smoke in the lungs so counts. (besides if they can't "handle" it now just wait until later)
I am pretty much betting on a darasticly* bad fire season this year. Our summer weather was way too tame for us to be having a tame fall. And if it is comparatively tame I will be biffed. Maybe a little bit suprised but mostly biffed.

In other news... I am talking to another old friend. This one is Travis Thomas. He is... well to say the least. Pretty amazing, super flakey, sweet, and a super stoner. Well he might not be a super stoner anymore. But he was. I saw him the otherday when I was hanging out with an old friend Adam. Which was so odd that I was hanging with him either. But it was so nice seeing both of them.. at the same time. So I did the logical thing and asked a mutual friend of mine and Travis's for his number, and suprisingly enough I got it. Which was pretty Pimptastic. So we have attempted to hang out like 3 times now. Each time has fallen through. So I don't have my hopes up to see him, or how he has changed. It's annoying that he is still flakey. Actually he may be worst then what he was. At least back then he made the time for me, and stuck to his commitments. There was none of this, I'll call you and then never call.
But it's to be expected. We can never be as close as we once were, and he obviously has changed so much that to expect that we could be what we were is ludacris.
I find it odd that this is a pattern in my life. I have certain guy friends that at one point have left my life for a long period of time. Like Jake, Adam, and Travis (to name a few important ones). And ALL OF THEM (so far) Have come back into my life. And it pisses me off to be quite frank about it. Seriously though, all of them have had a chance to be sweet as pie, and they have all screwed it up. But at some point they all come back and expect open arms. And I am the idiot who gives them what they want. and then regrets it later once they fall into a pattern...
Well lessons learned

Time for bed
goodnight

-cambria

What an amazing Saturday

Oh sweet love, in all its glory, and perfection. Last Saturday I had the pleausre of second shooting Jessica & Marcos Busby's Wedding. IT WAS AMAZING. The day started out pretty slow. I got to go and take pictures of Jessica getting ready and having her hair done.
Her hair was completely gorgeous as was her make up. But it was crazy early so I was super tired. My day started at 4:30am and didn't technically end until the next day but that was more on my part then anyone elses. I ended up leaving before the reception. But was there for the ring ceremony. It was done completely in spanish so I didn't understand a word of it. But you could definetly feel the love radiating from theses two wonderful people. So much love, and its not even springtime when all the lovebirds make me sick to my stomache. Which is a good thing. because early summer makes me "bitter" as many people like to put it. But I really am far from being bitter. Just easily disguisted.
In other news, the count down for the trip has begun. 8 days. :) I am way stoked. Too stoked, to the point it will be in utter disapointment. But that won't be the case I am sure. Because you can always "put money on the prophet".
Well its like 11 and I need to get up and actually get ready for work. Which sucks in so many languages. But then it's Friday, and one day closer to completely bliss.. until things fall apart.

Well Good day my sweet sweet buddies.
-Cambria Lee.

HA! rejection.

So for the first time in a Looooong time I was rejected.. It was quite magical. So considering I am totally not bummed about it, I am here to say, THERE ARE NICE WAYS TO REJECT PEOPLE.
However, I don't know any of thoses ways ;) Anywho the rejection wasn't "real" rejection. I just decided to kinda jump the gun a little earlier then I planned. So naturally a No was in order. But it was good. Geeze. And it got my feelings out there. I don't think I'll devulge more then that. But I found it to be quite an akwardly pleasant situation.

Which brings me to a totally new subject. I love the looks people are giving me recently. Some are the looks you get when you are hanging out with someone new. And some are just complete adoration. It might be because I am pretty happy, and when I am happy, everyone is happy. So beyond that. Nothing has been happening. Well, Hanging out with someone new makes people talk, and as much as I enjoy people talking, it makes building up friendships and relationships pretty hard. Which in turn makes me jump the gun. BUT as we said it last night. I grew some balls. Ha, that is such a gross phrase. And it suprised him as much as it did me. But I have never been shy about things. So why I was shy about this, was beyond me. hmm I should probably clarify a few things with that whole incident.. but alas, if I bring it up again, it may be as if I am pressuring. ughhhh



OH OH OH
Confrence trip is like NEXT week :) !!!!! Sooore excited. Beyond excited. Like words can not express my excited moments that I have when I think of the trip and all its glory that we will experience. If thats one thing that I am really going to enjoy, it will be getting to see our latter day prophet in person. Regardless of if its from a mile away. I am beyond excited. I may cry the whole time. The spirit will be so strong, and the testimonies will grow like no other. But I will be happy. Joyful really. We have more secure plans for the trip. And at this point, everyone has a ticket. Which makes it a 2981048019238019843290138209 times better. Even my little sister is going. Which can be a problem but I will be making an extreme effort for it to not be. (considering i'll be PMSing.. that may be hard.)

Well time to take the mother to her surgery. Sorry this was so random (to my one reader Chelsea.. ;) )

<3 Cambuckles ha haha