Fire Season

I suppose I am odd because of my love for fire season. It is honestly like the only time there is actual things going on that matter. (unless you count shootings, those have always been high on my list, as long as people don't get killed) Anywho.. So first fire of the season in Santee. Which is not too far from me. Just down the freeway a bit. Thankfully it was on the far side of Santee, because I am not quite prepared to go in full on Fire Season mode. I still have time to go volunteer and help someone clean up their brush. Which I suprisingly enough enjoy doing, even though it is considered yard work.
Apparently someone did get hurt in the Santee fire. Smoke in the lungs so counts. (besides if they can't "handle" it now just wait until later)
I am pretty much betting on a darasticly* bad fire season this year. Our summer weather was way too tame for us to be having a tame fall. And if it is comparatively tame I will be biffed. Maybe a little bit suprised but mostly biffed.

In other news... I am talking to another old friend. This one is Travis Thomas. He is... well to say the least. Pretty amazing, super flakey, sweet, and a super stoner. Well he might not be a super stoner anymore. But he was. I saw him the otherday when I was hanging out with an old friend Adam. Which was so odd that I was hanging with him either. But it was so nice seeing both of them.. at the same time. So I did the logical thing and asked a mutual friend of mine and Travis's for his number, and suprisingly enough I got it. Which was pretty Pimptastic. So we have attempted to hang out like 3 times now. Each time has fallen through. So I don't have my hopes up to see him, or how he has changed. It's annoying that he is still flakey. Actually he may be worst then what he was. At least back then he made the time for me, and stuck to his commitments. There was none of this, I'll call you and then never call.
But it's to be expected. We can never be as close as we once were, and he obviously has changed so much that to expect that we could be what we were is ludacris.
I find it odd that this is a pattern in my life. I have certain guy friends that at one point have left my life for a long period of time. Like Jake, Adam, and Travis (to name a few important ones). And ALL OF THEM (so far) Have come back into my life. And it pisses me off to be quite frank about it. Seriously though, all of them have had a chance to be sweet as pie, and they have all screwed it up. But at some point they all come back and expect open arms. And I am the idiot who gives them what they want. and then regrets it later once they fall into a pattern...
Well lessons learned

Time for bed
goodnight

-cambria