Things change

This weekend has been filled with much happiness. It's almost crazy how many people were smiling, laughing, and even some tears of joy. Gotta love "Wedding Season". Today I went to my friend Noah's wedding to his gorgeous wife Rhawnie. Me and one of my favorite girls went and it was a gorgeous gorgeous wedding reception. It was simple and elegant, her dress was beyond pretty, and it fit her style perfectly.

Noah is a lucky man and she is a lucky woman. They are such a beautiful couple and I really do wish them all the happiness in the world, because they both deserve it. There arent many couples that I would really say are perfect for each other, but they are definetly among the few. This past few weeks have been nuts. I am actually going to help my friend shoot a wedding in September, which I am completely excited for, so some of my raw talent will be set to good use! Also, work has changed the hours so I now work Tues, Wed, Thurs. And have off the rest. But I work from 2-10pm which is killer.

So a bizarre trend the past few weeks has been people texting me and apologizing for things that I really don't really care about. Things that are in the past, that can't be changed. It's almost un-natural for me to hear they are sorry. Sorry for things that I contriubted to, and was a willing participant. But hey, I can't really do anything about that. Hopefully I can really let go, and give them what they want, even if it is something as small as letting them apologize.

Hmm, so beyond that... I am no longer twitterpaited, because he is now dating one of my really good friends. And I am beyond happy for her and no one is to blame or at fault, and theres no issue so thats always nice. I like that we can all be adults, though I do kind of feel like they are way to concerned with my feelings. In a situation of love, my feelings don't matter, and putting me in the middle makes me uneasy. But I am most definetly amused with the situation. Not only because God works in mysterious and amusing ways, but that they found each other and in this situation, something beautiful will hopefully come of it, because they both deserve it and need it. I'm young and naive at times, so I have plenty of time to figure out my wants and needs, and fix my flaws.

And boy do I have some mighty big flaws. I am emotionally detatched, I like to sleep in till noon, I can be overly patient and willing to please, others come first with me, I don't take the time to consider peoples feelings in alot of the things I do, and I am just insane at times. But at some point they might change, or get worst but I will find someone who is willing to put up with it, and thats all that matters.

Geeze love changes all. It is magical, and wonderful. Sometimes it gets in the way of plans but other times it enhances the senses and makes experiences worth some of the pain. So I think I have a new philosophy on life, "When in doubt, Dance it out." So no more of this self-pity and unhappiness, it's time to dance out my issues. Time to be happy and not let anything get me down.

So on my quest for happiness, I have found a great therapy, that just isn't that amazing on my bank acccount. It is buying goodies from Perpetualkid.com. They are kind of like a gag gift online store.

They sell Everything it seems. One year I bought someone a remote control that was shaped like a gun, and when you pulled the trigger the channel changed. It was awesome. Recently I have bought gum called "freaking unicorn gum" and a Slush Mug (which turns cold drinks to slushee in a matter of minutes without having to go to 7-11 or without a freezer, which is pretty awesome) Also, I have gotten a cassette shaped bag, a wish necklace, and a ninja toothbrush sanitizer. Like I said, ALOT of totally amazing, and awesome things. Oh and when you open the package there is a little finger monster (see above picture) who is eating biodegradable packing peanuts (which is fun to watch dissolve in water)

Such happiness from such frivolous things, But hey I am young aren't I?

Well, the night has gone, and the day has come again. Time to prepare myself, for another amazing day in the love of the only man in my life (THE LORD). Sunday, is the best day.

"Sunday is the golden clap that binds together the volume of the week"-Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Well I am headed to bed.. err well a powernap before church. goodnight :)