Mehhhh. Honestly, life sucks. And at times I feel I am trying so hard and nothing right is happening. Thankfully I know there is a point to it all.
My mom is in a care center and I know I should be thankful that she has insurance that will cover her being there but at times it seems that the daunting feeling something else is going to go wrong. As soon as she gets home I am afraid she is going to do something to make her condition worse. It's time like these that I am so thankful I have the gospel in my life to help me hold tight to the rod. Also the missionaries that have served in SD and are now home really help because its not awkward to express my angst and fears because they are still in missionary mode.
Meh. So also going on is that Dave, (the boyfriend) is out to sea. He comes home in 12 days! I am beyond jazzed. Being apart gave me time to think about some small things that were bothering, but now I am more secure in what I was thinking and blah blah blah. I am just super happy hes going to be home :) Being apart has sucked. Ontop of my mother's drama it was not fun feeling alone like I have been.
mehhhh. oh well.
I think ill sleep some more. that seems to be in excess. I feel asleep earlier and it was about five hours later that I woke up. Crazy amounts of sleep are not necessarily a good thing. Oh well.
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